The Initiate

The Initiate

 

(Note to reader: Please read the post called Psychedelic Afterlife before reading this post so you will have the proper context. These two posts go together. Thank you!)

In writing the post called Psychedelic Afterlife, I also began to think about this notion of Robin being an initiate and what it entails. I found some passages by Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov pertaining to artists as initiates which apply very well to him. (For more information on Aivanhov, see my post http://paisleyandpoppies.net/2018/05/10/spiritual-protection/).

Here are some of Aivanhov’s quotes that I feel reflect Robin as an artist and an initiate. Underlining and bold are mine:

Artist – as understood from an initiatic point of view

So many men and women in the world call themselves artists! And they actually do compose, write, paint, sing, play, dance, and so on. But they themselves, deep down, what are they? From the perspective of Initiatic Science, a true artist is someone who desires to be a channel for beauty and harmony and to reflect them. This is why they use their own flesh as matter to be sculpted, as canvas to be painted. And their chisels or paintbrushes are their thoughts and feelings. Beauty is a living reality, whose springs remain hidden in the depths of our being, and when it bursts forth it impregnates our whole body – our skin, our expression, our smile and even our voice. But only luminous thoughts and selfless feelings of love can give you this beauty. And then, wherever you go, you leave in your path the fragrance of the flowers that are blossoming and the fruits that are ripening in the garden of your soul.

Afterlife CommunicationsArtists and initiates – open up the divine world to humans

For most artists, the act of creation is just an instinct; they are impelled to express themselves, it is an inner need, but they do not particularly ask themselves what they, let alone others, gain from it. Often they will expound very earnestly on a few theories they have constructed, but their ideas are so personal and limited! You cannot call that ‘creating’.

True creation begins with knowledge of the laws of the psychic and spiritual worlds, which are magic laws. So it involves modeling one’s work on the divine world. To be an artist is to strive for perfection – perfection of meaning, form, movement, color and sound – with the aim of opening up the divine world to human beings. And so true artists can be said to be initiates. They constantly ask themselves how to become one with the light, one with beauty, one with power, one with universal life.

From my point of view, Robin, along with his brothers, did strive for perfection in their music and opened up the divine world to human beings. I feel that the Bee Gees were a clear channel for beauty and harmony and reflected these qualities. Robin sang about love his entire life, which is the cornerstone of the divine world. Bee Gees’ and some of Robin’s solo songs are filled with themes of the eternal, the afterlife, forever, oneness, heaven, joy, miracles, soul and spirit.

Afterlife CommunicationsTwo of Robin’s songs in particular point to the afterlife: Don’t Cry Alone and One Million Years. He was an artist very in touch with the divine world, even as an adolescent. He opened it up to us through his voice which was directly connected to his heart. One Million Years carries the poignant theme of a deceased person waiting for a loved one still on earth:

 

When it comes to Don’t Cry Alone, I have always felt that this song is less about a deceased passenger on the Titanic and more about Robin communicating a personal message to those he loves, from his soul.

Listen to him sing the song and see if you can hear it as a personal message if you feel connected with him spiritually. That is how I hear the song. At the time this song was released, Robin did not have much time left on the physical plane. At the soul level he knew this and I believe strongly that he meant for it to be a message and gift to his family first and then to his friends, loved ones and fans.

Afterlife CommunicationsFrom The Titanic Requiem, here are liner notes for Don’t Cry Alone: A husband is taken by the sea, and with all the power of his soul he calls out to his wife not to cry alone. He reassures her that his spirit will always guide her and their children, and begs that she never doubt him. He is only a whisper away. She only has to think of him and he will be there. She need never cry alone again. (The Titanic Requiem, composed by Robin Gibb and RJ Gibb, Performed by Royal Philharmonic Orchestra, 2012)

 

Just like many people, I have never been able to listen to this song without crying. I also feel a special connection with this song as Robin truly has been with me since his passing. He meant what he said in this song. It is the perfect example of how he opened up the divine world to human beings because in this song, I hear him speaking from the afterlife. Since he passed, he opened up the divine world to me and connects with me from that place. I love him eternally for that. I am so grateful that he is the one to introduce me to the divine world while I’m still embodied.

Ultimately, I feel that Robin was able to open humans up to the divine world because he sang from his heart. Doing anything from one’s heart creates the strongest connection with divine energies. To close this post, here are some quotes from Robin illustrating this point:

“I don’t sing with my voice, I sing with my heart.”

“I sing how I feel. I know I haven’t got a great voice but I manage to touch something inside other people that they understand…”

Afterlife Communications“Dylan sings in the same way as me. He uses his heart as an instrument. Even I can’t understand completely why this works but it does. It’s not possible for any artist to jump outside themselves and see themselves for what they are…”

I’m amazed that at one point in his life, Robin did not think he had a great voice. I know there are millions of fans who love his unique voice and kindly disagree with him on that point.

Now that he is in Spirit, I hope he can see more clearly how much he was and is loved as a singer and wonderful person. Yes Robin, you did manage to touch something inside of other people. You touched our hearts and souls in a way no other singer could. We dance, celebrate, cry, and express love with the beat of your music. In other words, with your voice, you helped us to live and live more fully with great joy. Thank you!

Love,

Christina

Afterlife Communication: A Robin’s Nest

Afterlife Communication: A Robin’s Nest

I would like to begin this post by saying thanks to my readers who sent me get-well notes and kind wishes! I appreciate you and hope all is well with you too.

On August 18, 2018, I was thinking about some very deep matters. I was talking with Robin and I asked him whether he thought his mom Barbara would be willing to be my mom too. Robin’s mom passed away on August 12, 2016:

The reason for this is that I currently do not have a mother in the physical world. It is a relationship that I have really missed, especially during this time with breast cancer. Like millions of others, I grew up in a dysfunctional family rife with physical and emotional abuse.

As a result of that, I cut ties with my family of origin when I was 30 years old. I had had enough of it and to this day, I’m proud of myself for making that choice.

Still, I miss having a loving mother to turn to, especially at this time, as I heal from my partial mastectomy. So, I wrote a letter to Barbara Gibb, asking if she would be willing to be my mom. It would be nice to have her to talk with as her energy is warm, loving and comforting. I know this may seem strange or unusual, but I have felt a spiritual connection with her due to her shared birthday with one of my family members. This still serves as an important life parallel with Robin.

The sign I asked for if she agreed to be my mom is a Cameo brooch. It’s something that popped into my head and something I thought she would like. I don’t own one myself, but when thinking of a sign to ask her for, the Cameo came into my mind’s eye.

Do you remember these Cameo brooches? Here’s a link from Amazon with some pictures and interesting information about them:

Picture an antique cameo and the first image that probably pops into your mind is a woman’s profile carved out of white shell against a coral background. That certainly describes a cameo, but cameos come in a much wider range of materials and designs. In fine jewelry, the cameo is defined as an ornament carved in relief from a high-quality material such as stone, shell, coral, Gutta-percha, bog oak, ivory, lava, or mother-of-pearl. In costume jewelry, cameos are generally made from molded plastic or glass. The most common cameo motif is the portrait. In the past, these bore the likeness of an actual person, usually a celebrity of the day—a ruler, scholar, or philosopher.

A couple of days later on August 21st, I sat down to watch television. We have a streaming box with a You Tube channel. I scanned some of the recommended videos. If you are familiar with YouTube, you may have seen how it randomly selects videos for you based on your viewing history.

I saw a video from a channel called, Let Me Know. I had never seen it before, but the video interested me because of the picture I saw:

 

 

There was this vintage picture of a woman in her wedding dress. Here is the picture that I saw on my tv before playing the video:

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Screenshot of Jean Nelson from the YouTube video.

I was very drawn to this picture for some reason.

The vintage, antique-look of the photo made me think of the Cameo brooch I requested for a sign.

Also, some brides wear Cameo brooches as part of their wedding attire. So, I decided to watch this video to see if I might see the Cameo I requested as a sign.

I listened to the story of Jane Foster. She was in Grand Junction, CO on February 3, 2017 and saw this picture in an antique store window. She realized that it was a picture of her deceased mother on her wedding day in her wedding gown! She had glanced at the window of a store called A Robin’s Nest of Antiques and Treasures.

I was so surprised when I saw the name of this store! Here I am hoping to see the sign I asked Barbara for and I see Robin’s name unexpectedly. The name of the co-owner of this store is Robin, which you can hear at 1:54 into the video.

That was such a gift and I really felt his presence with me. I absolutely love it when I see Robin’s name. Seeing a deceased loved one’s name is considered symbolic after death communication:

Symbolic – Seeing a symbol that reminds you of the deceased; a license plate, hearing a song, seeing their name or an animal (most commonly butterflies) that reminds you of them.

This picture is from the video, showing the store awning:

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Screenshot of awning from the YouTube video.

I was very moved by what Jane Foster said in response to unexpectedly finding her mother’s picture. Here is what I transcribed from the video:

Narrator: “…She believes that the find was a sign of her mother’s love from beyond the grave.”

Jane Foster: “I believe she’s telling us she’s still here, watching over us. It’s hard to deny there’s a message here.”

That is exactly how I feel about this video. It’s hard for me to deny that there is a message here for me too. I get the strong feeling that Robin and Barbara are communicating with me through this video.  It’s the combination of Robin’s name and the mother theme showing up in one place while wondering if I might see a Cameo brooch.

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Screenshot of A Robin’s Nest sign from the YouTube video.

I asked if she would be willing to be my mom. I didn’t get the cameo brooch I asked for as a sign. However, I did get Robin’s name and the message of a mother in spirit to her daughter.  That is synchronistic.

This video showed up on my screen for a reason. I felt guided to watch it even though I was not familiar with the channel, and I feel like I got the answer to my question. Maybe Robin and Barbara were influencing my thoughts to get me to watch this video.

The other personal reasons I feel strongly connected to this video is that I lived in Colorado for 11 years and my maiden name is Foster.

I feel like it is ok if I see Robin’s mom as my mom too. She was and is beautiful, cute and sweet. I have watched as many interviews of her as is available. She seemed like the kind of mom I would love to have. Thank you Robin and Barbara!

This is a good example of how you can ask for a sign and get something better than what you asked for. I think seeing Robin’s name and the actual mother theme is a better sign than a Cameo brooch that I’m not connected with in any way. The Cameo would still be nice though and I am open to that if it still shows up in an unexpected way.

This openness is important in afterlife communication. Faye Schindelka states in A Course in After Death Communication (2012):

Remain open to receiving your requested sign and trust that your deceased loved one will work overtime to see that you receive it. While you have asked for a specific sign, keep in mind that it may manifest in a slightly different way than what you might have expected. This openness is important, because the moment we become attached to a particular way that something ‘should’ be, we often contract our energy and thus close ourselves off to the receiving of it.

The important thing is what you are feeling in your heart in the context of asking for and receiving signs. I rely heavily on my heart, intuition and gut feeling when it comes to afterlife communication. I share only stories that I feel that heart certainty with. Even if it’s not the exact sign I asked for, seeing Robin’s name is as clear as it gets for me, especially when it’s out of the blue like it was in this case.

I hope you enjoyed my story of motherly love from beyond the grave…and pretty robin’s nests!

Love,

Christina

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