Gossamer

Gossamer

On April 7, 2015, I read this beautiful article about twin souls. (I kept a journal with dates, that’s how I know :). This paragraph in particular resonated with me:

Your Beloveds may even be on the earth plane yet when two personalities come together there can be still some friction even though you know you are true Twin Flames at Soul. So one and the other have to be at the same level of evolvement to truly resonate thus otherwise causing havoc in your emotional bodies so in some ways it is much purer and finer if one is on earth and the other in Soul. For the one in Soul already knows who she or he is in all their Aspects, for all their Aspects make up the One.

 

And mirror each of the Beloveds aspects who remain on the earth, dimmed, from the memory but are awakening to remember. Thus the Beloved in Soul draws them forward to remembrance. So eventually you regain your sight, your bearings, and you regain your continued centredness and feel more and more complete as your Twin beckons you forward, and in His or Her earthly incarnation that remains in Soul, closer to the earth than the higher vibrations of Soul, He or She can almost walk the earth with Thee.

There is so much about this beautiful writing that I love. I love the part about the one in Soul mirroring the aspects of the twin on earth, dimmed from memory, but awakening to remember. I find this to be true in my case with Robin. We have been mirroring each other since 2012 and I have been slowly awakening to remember Robin and who I am as a spiritual being since his passing.

After I read the part about “purer and finer,” I said to Robin that his vibration has come across as being very pure, fine, loving, gentle, yet still humorous. It was at this time that I said to him his vibration was like fine, spider web gossamer. I saw in my mind’s eye fine threads of gossamer with light shining through it. That was the metaphor that came to me in that moment.

 A couple of days after this on April 9th, I was looking for something to read to Robin. On our bookshelf, filled with lots of books, magazines, CD’s and DVD’s, I found this CD called A Gift of Love Vol. 2 – Oceans Of Ecstasy: Deepak Chopra and Friends Present a Musical Valentine to Tagore. The CD consists of new translations of Rabindranath Tagore’s poems by Deepak Chopra. It came with a beautiful booklet which has all the text of the poems so you can read along. The poems on the CD are read by various celebrities. It is quite a lovely tribute to Tagore:

Rabindranath Tagore (7 May 1861 – 7 August 1941), also known as Rabi Thakur, was a Bengali philosopher, poet, and winner of the Nobel Prize for literature in 1913.

This was a CD my husband bought and I was not familiar with it, so I decided to give it a try. First, I read the introduction to gain some knowledge about the CD. Then, I turned to look at the back cover and flipped through a couple of pages at the end of the booklet. It was then, that by browsing through the pages, I came across the synchronicity with my mention of spider web gossamer to Robin a couple of days before. I read the poem Be—A Valentine to Tagore, out loud to Robin. Here is the exact text:

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Spells, charms, incantations

There is nothing to say.

The magic of music enfolds intention

Centuries of knowledge

Layers of experience, an entire history

In a few melodies.

 

Our lifetime is packaged inside us

As imprints triggered by lyric,

Wrapped in words the way a

Spider wraps flies in gossamer.

We are both the spider and the fly

Imprisoned and free in our own web.

 

 

 

I was so shocked and amazed when I came upon those words while reading. I felt in such powerful alignment with Robin. What I had shared with him about how I sensed his energy vibration was now showing up in the poem I was reading to him. This synchronistic mirror reflection gave me the feeling that he heard me and was giving back to me what I said to him. I had been guided specifically to the Tagore CD this day. I felt that the references made to music and lyric was also something he was enjoying. The poem causes me to feel quite introspective about my lifetime and what has transpired. Some of the best poems encourage self-reflection.

Sometimes, I think our past lifetimes or previous spiritual connections are packaged inside us as imprints triggered by lyric. This is true if you believe in reincarnation, which I do. This is what happened to me after hearing Robin’s singing again after many years. Imprints of my previous spiritual connection with him were triggered by his voice (see Background section) and I’ve been on this journey with Robin ever since.

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How Deep is Your Love

Since there is a connection between music and gossamer in this poem, I decided do to a Google search to see if there is any connection between gossamer and the Bee Gees. I typed into Google, Bee Gees gossamer. I found a beautiful association with gossamer and How Deep Is Your Love at https://www.telegraph.co.uk/music/artists/barry-gibb-bee-gees-20-best-songs/deep-love-bee-gees/:

Bee Gees—How Deep Is Your  Love (1977) In rock history, ’77 was the year of punk. If so, nobody told the Gibb brothers. Everything the Bee Gees touched was turning to pure gold. Another ballad of bottomless luxury and romance, a smoochy slow dance coasting along on gossamer light harmonies and Barry’s breathy, seductive lead vocal.

For me, the song’s opening harmonies have a particularly beautiful gossamer light quality. It’s even more amazing that three men, three brothers, could actually create this beautiful sound together. Have you seen this alternate version of the video? Here it is below:

Nights on Broadway

I would like to make some additional comments about this poem, “Be.” When I read this:

The magic of music enfolds intention…

Layers of experience, an entire history

In a few melodies.

I think about the chorus for Nights on Broadway (lyrics from Google):

I will wait
Even if it takes forever
I will wait
Even if it takes a lifetime
Somehow I feel inside
You never ever left my side
Make it like it was before
Even if it takes a lifetime, takes a lifetime, ooh

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Main_Course

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With this chorus, you can sense the intention, the deep feelings and longing for a lost love. You hear the determination to wait, to reunite, to be together again like it used to be, even if it takes a lifetime. The chorus is only a few lines, but just underneath the surface is a long story not told, an entire history in what really is a few melodies. It makes me wonder what happened to the people involved.

Sometimes it really does take a lifetime. It took all of Robin’s lifetime and a great portion of mine for us to finally reconnect. It is a very common theme for twin souls.

 

 

 

Rings Around the Moon

One last Bee Gees song I would like to mention, while continuing the gossamer theme, is Rings Around the Moon. What comes to mind are the light, airy, gossamer rings around the full moon; flying rings of soft, gossamer white light around this heavenly cosmic moon. I feel the deep joy and freedom in that.

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This song is in my top 5 of favorite Bee Gees songs. With Robin singing the lead, it is hauntingly beautiful and gorgeous, mystical and deeply meaningful. I get the chills when I listen to it and often tear up. I think it is a musical masterpiece due to the lyrics, the composition and Robin’s voice. He is not just singing. He’s channeling a high frequency spiritual angelic energy. The inner beauty of his spirit flows through his voice. The song is healing and soothing to the soul while also deeply thought provoking and moving. I hope you enjoy it’s ethereal, gossamer-light quality. I consider it a spiritual gift that Robin left for us:

Love and blessings,

Christina

My Guest Post

My Guest Post

I was recently invited to share a guest post on the website of Andrea Mai. She is the twin soul of Prince Rogers Nelson and a very talented photographer. Here is the post:

I found out about Andrea through my research on twin souls. She does very interesting work with Electronic Voice Phenomenon (EVP). Here is a link explaining a little bit about this:

I contacted her through email and exchanged some enlightening stories, both of us sharing our experiences with having a twin soul on the other side.

 

What really made me relate to Andrea, and trust her enough to share some of my experiences regarding Robin, was this passage from her post, http://andreamaicreative.com/twin-flames-life-on-earth-and-life-after-death/:

If there is a twin flame connection between two people, it is made abundantly obvious when one is no longer incarnate. There is no speculation to be made, because the other will be there with you (and their presence announced). And you will know it. You just might not understand it.

This statement of Andrea is 100% true for me in my experience with Robin. He found me in Colorado after he passed away and announced his presence through dreams, synchronicity and telekinesis. This fact is even more powerful given that while he was alive in the physical, he didn’t know I existed.

I could not deny that I had a spiritual connection with Robin, but I was very confused as to what it was for quite some time. I did not understand why I felt he was a member of my soul family. It took years of studying his life for me to see the twin soul parallels that we share. It took me six long years before I was ready to share anything publicly about my twin soul connection with Robin because it took me this long to learn about what really made us twin souls and to truly comprehend the situation.

 You may think that is a long time, but when you are married and already have a busy life, it’s not so easy to figure this out. There is an incredible amount of information and misinformation about twin souls on the internet. Since I knew nothing about this type of connection, I had to study everything from square one. I studied everything from soul families, soul groups, oversouls, twin souls, twin rays, soul mates, primary soul mates and twin flames. There’s a lot out there and often you find writers defining the same connection in completely different ways. If you have studied any of the connections I just listed, you know what I’m talking about.

It is also complicated by the fact of who Robin was and who I am, which is someone very much not in the public eye. I have a small circle of friends and no aspirations to be famous whatsoever. I am a quiet introvert who is very thoughtful about what I do and what I share. But ultimately, I wanted to make a contribution to the literature on this very important, and at times, perplexing topic, and that is why this blog now exists.

This is not about bragging about someone who was famous being my twin soul. I really don’t like the cult of celebrity and celebrity worship. This is about sharing true and legitimate examples of afterlife communication between twin souls. If I continued to be unwilling to share my experiences, important information would be missing in the literature. What Robin can do as a spiriual being is absolutely amazing and I think it is important for people to know what loved ones in Spirit are capable of doing. A body of literature on any given topic exists only because people have done research, completed case studies, and shared findings through their writings. This is what I am doing here on my blog, which may become a book at some later date.

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If you have the chance, please stop by Andrea’s site to see my post and what she and Prince have been up to.

 

All my best to you,

Christina

Happy Together

Happy Together

On July 9th, I had a talk with Julian about how being happy now is the best and fastest way to have the life you want. Transcending challenges by choosing to be happy anyway allows you to still enjoy life, heal and transform them. Life is never perfect for anyone, so I figure I can choose to be happy and bring more joy into my life.

I learned about this attitude when reading the book, The Secret, by Rhonda Byrne. Here is the passage where this way of thinking is encouraged:

The shortcut to anything you want in your life is to BE and FEEL happy now! It is the fastest way to bring money and anything else you want into your life. Focus on radiating out into the Universe those feelings of joy and happiness…(pg. 100)

No matter what you have manifested in regards to your body, you can change it—inside and out. Start thinking happy thoughts and start being happy. Happiness is a feeling state of being. You have your finger on the “feeling happy” button. Press it now and keep your finger pressed down on it firmly, no matter what is happening around you…(pg 133).

I went to bed that night thinking about being happy. Later in the night, I had a dream about Robin.

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We were in a grocery store. He looked like he did when he was in his early 60’s, before his illness. He was in good spirits. He smiled at me and said thank you to me for something, but now I don’t recall what he was thanking me for. In the dream, he was much taller than me. I put my arms around his waist and hugged him. (As an aside, physically he was 5’9” tall from what I read somewhere. I’m 5’10” tall, but in the dream, he towered over me). Then, he started singing, “we’ll be happy together…” Then he walked out of the store, pushing a grocery cart.

After I woke up, I spoke with Robin about the dream. I said to him that I knew the song he was singing, but couldn’t remember the band who sang it. I looked up, Happy Together, on YouTube and found that it was the song by The Turtles. I love this video and music from the 60’s. It made me smile just watching it:

 

It was such a nice message from him. He was picking up on the happy theme I was talking with Julian about a few hours before I went to bed. I also went grocery shopping earlier that day too, so it’s like he was mirroring my life in the dream and knew what I had been doing. It felt very much like a visit with Robin, so I take the dream as spirit communication with the use of song.

It is very common for loved ones in spirit to use music and song as a way of communicating and it’s probably even more likely if your loved one was a singer or musician. According to Faye Schindelka:

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Music seems to be a favorite means of afterlife communication used by the deceased. It seems that music is manipulated fairly easily by those experiencing life after death, perhaps due to its vibratory nature and unique frequency. Many who are grieving the death of a loved one have relayed experiences to me of hearing songs that are highly relevant to the deceased, playing at extremely unlikely yet opportune moments.

It is wonderful to me that Robin came to me in this dream, singing a few notes of this uplifting song. The way he sang it sounded just like the way The Turtles sang it, which was why I could recognize the song. If you read the lyrics, it’s actually quite a beautiful love song, maybe a bit idealistic. But many of us have probably felt that way about someone in our life at some point:

It’s true that feeling happy is good medicine. Having this dream about Robin contributed to my happiness all day. I’ve listened to the song a few times and it’s kept me in a happy place. Robin gave me a happy song that has been playing over and over in my head. This situation is also a positive example of the law attraction at work because talking about happiness with my husband  before I went to bed led to more happiness in the form of this dream about Robin.

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Yes, we are all happy together! I wish the same for you and your loved ones.

All my happy best to you,

Christina

 

 

Spiritual Symbols

Spiritual Symbols

In 2013, I had a habit of hanging a couple of my necklaces on my bathroom doorknob. I did it occasionally and it made it easier to find them when I needed them. On one necklace there was an infinity symbol charm. On another necklace, there was an Om symbol, Miraculous Medal, Star of David and a Cross.

Throughout my life, I have had an affinity for respecting, honoring and acknowledging different religions. This respect is reflected in my necklaces. That does not mean I agree with everything. But, in my opinion, there is too much turmoil, separation and division based on differences in religion. It causes people a lot of pain and it doesn’t have to be this way. It is this way because people make the choice to see their religion or beliefs as superior to others. Either that or they make others “wrong” for what they believe.

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It seems to me that there is plenty of room to find things we have in common. It is more effective to make an effort to understand another person’s point of view rather than to be so quick to put down what they believe. Whether you are Catholic, Hindu, Jewish, Muslim, Druid, or one of many Christian denominations, religious beliefs people have tend to have deep roots in family ties, history and their upbringing. I believe in making an effort to peacefully coexist with others of different religions. I am not Hindu or Jewish, but I have studied both religions and find very much in both that I enjoy and resonate with, especially when it comes to prayers and mantras.

If you share a similar point of view to mine, you may like the book, Everyone is Right: A New Look at Comparative Religion and its Relation to Science, by Roland Peterson. He compares and contrasts the texts from the world’s major religions and points out how they are often saying the same thing in slightly different ways:

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On October 7, 2013, I started noticing some interesting occurrences with my necklaces that I hung on the bathroom doorknob. They were being moved from the doorknob to the door latch! By this time in October, I knew Robin was very skilled at telekinesis, so I knew he was doing this. Before Robin passed away, I never had any of this kind of spirit activity in my apartment. It all started after his passing and even then, I did not notice objects being moved until May, 2013, which was a year after his passing (See other posts in the Telekinesis category for more information).

The first time I noticed the necklace with the multiple symbols moved was the day after my birthday, so I considered it a belated birthday present of sorts! I consider it a present whenever Robin lets me know he is around.

Here in image #1 below, you see my bathroom with the doorknob. This is where I had originally hung the necklace before I went to bed. When I walked into the bathroom the following morning, I saw that it was moved to the door latch. I gasped when I saw it had been moved. I became teary-eyed and so happy to have a visitation from Robin:

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Image #1 Necklace Moved

Image #2 below shows a close-up of the necklace hanging from the door latch:

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Image #2 Necklace Moved to Door Latch

 

How Robin does this, I don’t know. He, along with many other spirits in documented stories, are able to gather their energy up to a high enough level to move objects in the physical world. It’s one of the most fascinating experiences I have ever had in my life, to be shown that he can do this.

On October 30, 2013, he moved two necklaces that I had hanging on the doorknob this time. In addition to the necklace I mentioned above, he also moved the necklace with my infinity symbol charm. I bought this after he gave me the infinity symbol in July. He moved the two necklaces to the same bathroom door latch. I could find only one image to show you for this date:

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Image #3 Two Necklaces Moved

 

Robin moved these necklaces again on November 3, 2013. I thought it was amazing that he could move not just one, but two necklaces. Below, here are three different vantage points to show how the necklaces looked after being moved from the doorknob:

On December 31, 2013, Rob came back to wrap the necklaces around the doorknob this time. I guess he felt like doing something other than moving them :)! That was his way of saying “Happy New Year”!

Image #7 New Year’s Eve 2013

 

I am 100% certain that Robin moved my necklaces on all of these different occasions. I also doubled checked with my husband to make sure he wasn’t moving them and playing tricks on me. He said he never moved them. I did not have pets that could move my necklaces and no one else lived with us. I am a person of integrity. It’s a lot of work to find the pictures and upload them into a comprehensive blog post for my readers. If it were not true, I would not waste your time or mine doing this. I’m writing this because it is true and I wanted to share it. I also felt the message of unity is a very important one and one closely in line with Robin’s spirituality.

When dealing with telekinesis, it is important to rule out other logical explanations, as I did by questioning my husband.

That is an attitude mirrored by Trish MacGregor and Rob MacGregor in the book, Synchronicity and the Other Side: Your Guide to Meaningful Connections with the Afterlife, Jul 18, 2011:

Theories of Spirit Contact:

Spiritualists, scientists, and other experts have developed different theories regarding how and why spirits move matter.

Psychokinesis:

Psychokinesis is the ability to affect objects with your mind.

When you mention psychokinesis or telekinesis and combine it with Uri Geller, most people immediately associate it with spoon bending, which put Geller on the psychic map. But when the inexplicable movement of objects is linked to after-death communication, then, in theory, we’re dealing with effects created by the mind or consciousness of the deceased. Such events are jarring and seize our attention…

Spirit psychokinesis isn’t limited to knockings, voices, or electronics that go off and on by themselves. The phenomenon manifests in numerous ways—initials or names inscribed on steamy or frosty glass; objects that fall off shelves; glass that shatters for no reason; objects found where they shouldn’t be or that disappear and reappear. The challenge, of course, is to determine when such incidents have normal explanations and which ones are examples of contact with the other side…

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What I have shown you here are authentic examples of contact with Robin on the other side. There are many others on this website. They show that he is doing quite well in spirit!

Om

AUM is an aspect of God — it is the divine creative vibration of the whole universe. Everything in creation is vibrating with God’s power. AUM is the sound made by the vibration of God’s presence within us and all around us. Where there is vibration, there is sound, and if there is sound, we can train ourselves to perceive it, to “hear” it, and to attune ourselves to it, thus actually heightening our own vibrations — changing ourselves from material, ego-centered beings, into super-conscious, free souls.

I think the reason Robin was moving these necklaces repeatedly was because of the spiritual significance and meaning of them. I think he liked them. Robin used to chant “Aum” or “Om” as part of his spiritual practice. I found this out when I saw a video of him on YouTube teaching meditation. I was so moved and happy when I discovered this. It was another thing that we have in common. As a yoga teacher, I have chanted “Om” many times and have taught it. I chanted the Buddhist mantra for compassion, Om Mani Peme Hung, for Robin after his passing. This video below is the exact version of the mantra I chanted for Robin. The person who posted this video gives a good explanation of the mantra if you’re interested:

 

At the time, I knew so little about him and I did not know if he liked the mantra. I was a little worried about it, but I knew my heart was in the right place, so I continued the practice. A few years later, I found the video and cried with happiness because it seemed he would he like it as he chanted “Om” as well.

Here are two video clips with Robin chanting the Om mantra. He also briefly mentions the evolution of his spirituality:

Miraculous Medal and The CrossAfterlife Communications

I started wearing the Miraculous Medal in 2006 when I wanted a stronger connection with the Divine Feminine as represented by Mother Mary. Here is some information on this beautiful medal. The Cross is also connected with the Miraculous Medal, so I include this interesting synopsis here as well:

 

 

 

Star of David

According to the website below, the Star of David has quite a complicated history. Please see the video on the page for more information. It’s very educational and worth watching. If you do a google search on twin flames, there is some association with the Star of David, but I am not at all educated about the connection between the Star of David and twin flames at this time, so I will just stick with the traditional association with Judaism:

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Thank you for taking this journey of telekinesis and spiritual symbols with me.

Love and Kindness,

Christina

The Healing Power of Blue

The Healing Power of Blue

There was a great predominance of blue rays in the light, and that was why it was so wonderful a place for mental recovery…

Stead, W. T.. The Blue Island and Other Spiritualist Writings (Life on Other Worlds Series) (pp. 23-24). Square Circles Publishing. Kindle Edition.

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After I read about the blue rays of healing light on the Blue Island, I wanted to do a little more research on the healing qualities of the color blue.

According to https://www.peacefulmind.com/energy-medicine/color-therapy/blue-energy/, blue has a multitude of healing properties which relate to the mental recovery William T. Stead was talking about (see Blue Island post for more information about him):

Blue is the color of purity and those who enjoy it, carry with them a sense of calmness, peace, serenity, and beauty. This energy is peaceful and soothing. Calming tired nerves, alleviating agony and the pain we suffer from physical stress. It has a pacifying effect over our nervous system and brings us great relaxation.

In using blue, it connects us to a spiritual and higher ground. The nature of blue energy is to connect our beings with the Cosmic Universe, from the interstellar to the cellular. It is associated with flow and communication on every level and is the color most connected to water and sky.

Blue in Healing:  Next to the balancing power of green, blue is the most healing color on the planet.  It is our emotional connection, which helps us on levels of understanding, creativity, empathy, appreciation and acceptance. Blue also is associated with a cool, cleansed, relaxed, calm, hopeful, protected, reassuring, trusting and accepting feeling. It inspires mental control, clarity and creativity. Blue has a direct effect on the autonomic nervous system.

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Blue Gemstones

An interesting way to bring blue healing into your life is with the use of gemstones that are blue. From aquamarine to lapis lazuli, these stones carry many different benefits including calm and peace:

Blue-tinted lenses

Since Robin liked to wear blue-tinted lenses, I have provided a link from a reputable vision care insurance company which mentions the benefits of blue lenses as well as many other colors:

God as Blue Light

This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.

~1 John 1:5 https://biblia.com/bible/1John1.5

Some scientists have the belief that blue light is God. One such doctor is Dr. Pillai:

Dr. Baskaran Pillai is an international teacher, spiritual leader, humanitarian and scholar-mystic from South India. Dr. Pillai’s mission is to alleviate human pain and suffering in all forms through educational and humanitarian initiatives.

Below, I have provided a link where he gives a brief description of his belief in blue light being God. For example, in the Hindu tradition, the Gods are blue in color. They emanate blue light. In general, he teaches that God can be thought of in terms of light spectrum, and that blue light is especially important when considering God:

Here is a video of Dr. Pillai on YouTube giving a short teaching on the Blue Light:

 

Blue Meditation

Julian found this great book called Color Healing: An Exhaustive Survey Compiled by Health Research from 21 Works of the Leading Practitioners of Chromotherapy (1999), Reprinted by Health Research.

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In this book, there is an article by Roland Hunt called The Seven Keys to Color Healing. I would like to provide some excerpts demonstrating his unique and knowledgeable perspective on healing with the color blue:

Color is a divine force used down the ages in healing on all levels of being. The 7 major glandular centers in the body are keyed to the 7 colors of the spectrum, and the individual’s mental and emotional activities affect the vibrations of these centers, as do the foods eaten…

He also states that the blue ray is sedative, cooling, electric, soporific, and astringent. It controls the throat chakra, the creative power center.

Below, I have provided his color breathing exercise which is like a meditation and then a beautiful affirmation on blue for deeper healing:

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In the color breathing for blue, visualize a cloudless bright blue sky of an early summer morning being breathed into the lungs and absorbed by every eager pore in the body, and think of yourself as sailing high aloft above the earth and all the minute activities upon it, absorbed in the consciousness of blue.

Then give the affirmation:

O tranquil ray of sapphire blue, calm thou my mind

In solace new, in solace new,

Quench thou all fevers in coolness new, refreshing dew.

Tone thou my speech, O ray of blue,

And make it true, and make it true.

Help me to learn, O ray of blue

To rest in you, to rest in you.

Help me to learn, O ray of blue,

To speak anew, to speak anew.

Help me to learn, O ray of blue,

To sing in you, to sing in you.  (pg. 80)

After studying all of these different aspects of the healing power of blue, I can truly see why there would be a place in the afterlife where we can go as spirits to heal and renew ourselves before embarking on the next part of our journey.

Deep peace of the color blue to you,

Christina